Still Stuck In That Time When We Called It Love,./

12:44 AM

Monday, November 19, 2012

Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change.

Keep that positive mentality in you Gerri.
Don't sway. You don't deserve this.
Why does it still cringe. The thoughts and the memories.
Okay okay okay. Must stop thinking so much. No more "if"s.

I finally went shopping the past two days.
Three pairs of shoes. :D. I NEED CLOTHES. AHHHHHHHHH.
I HAVENT GOTTEN A DRESS FOR NEXT SATURDAY. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Mon to wed would be filled with the pageant stuff. It's so exhausting.
I can't wait for all this to be over.
I need sleep. It's been too long since i actually slept. I haven't slept before midnight ever since that fateful day. But hopefully things will get better. They have to.

School, I got to cope with the stress myself now. Must start intensive studying starting January.
Need a short break first.
A staycation all by myself. To do what i want. To clear my messed up head.
To just roll around in bed, waking up with the sunrays streaming in through the window.
To be happy. Carefree. Just for a day.
:)
Can't wait.

It's been a long time since i went for a wedding.
So pretty really. The setting and all.
Happy for the newly weds.
Pictures for the week:)
Please support me for UOL pageant!:)